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Sunday, September 02, 2007
i kept meeting people with that same arrogant and damn irritating attitude.
i am sure it's not my problem. pray hard for prelims. my tuition teacher say tj set papers to kill students so that we will be motivated to do better. but in the end. the As paper is so much easier. but i dont know. i want to get at least a C so that i can have my morale boosted. i think that if i dont get a C. i carn even think about getting a B for As. i ve been thinking about stuff. like. what will happen if i couldnt make it to uni. what will happen if i have to retake As. what will happen if i have no funds to go overseas to study because i couldnt get into local uni. papa say he will get us a drumset. those electronic ones with rubber pads but sound the same as real ones. yea. i m soooo happy. but now. as i think about my future. i dont feel excited about it at all. perhaps. perhaps. perhaps. i should just study and not think about anything. |
